46 Activity messages!! ^^ Thanks for all the love and s everyone!


CHRISTMAS

Only three more days!! I'm so excited!! I've gotten Code Geass manga! I do know that! I'm almost done with my shopping. I have one more thing to pick up either tomorrow or after I get back from visiting my family. I won't be on here for about four or five days so... But I promise to try and draw some beautiful pictures while I'm gone! And do my remaining requests.

TO DO:
Request for
Request for
Request for
Request for
Other various pics...like Lelouch pics!!

Well, I'm off now. Hanging with and tomorrow!!
BAI BAI

When will people effing learn that there is a reason they call the disorder "DEPRESSION"???

I suffer from depression and anxiety. I am a pessimist. I SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION! PEOPLE WITH DEPRESSION FIND IT VERY HARD TO FIND THE GOOD IN ANYTHING!!! AND SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT!!!

I hate it when people question your emotions. I know that I was in love with my ex, and then to have someone else who doesn't even fucking know me question how I felt. Answer me this: HOW THE FUCK WILL ANYONE WHO ISN'T ME KNOW WHAT I FEEL!!!!


Sorry. I just needed to get that out of my system.

I hate being sick. I swear to God I wanna rip my sinuses out of my FACE!! I have some horrible sinus drainage and my throat is super sore. I'm losing my voice (which is pretty funny when you listen to me rant and yell at people who can't drive around here). And I'm coughing something terrible. I swear, if I wasn't on my antianxiety medication, I'd probably die thinking that I had tuberculosis or something. -____- Kill me now.

FINALS

Finals start next week for me. I have four: two on Monday, one on Wednesday, and one on Thursday. Probably won't be very active on here during the next week. Going to be STUDYING MY ASS OFF!! I'm only concerned about biology because it's comprehensive and DEAR GOD there is SO MUCH MATERIAL TO COVER!!!

Psychology final...I'm going to f***ing ace that b!tch.
Art...somehow I have an A in there. ._.' Gonna pass tho.
Chemistry...Please...I know it all already. Can we say Chemistry I, junior year?

REQUESTS

I will try to finish requests during my winter break. It starts (not counting finals) tomorrow at 2:05pm when I get out of psychology, and I don't go back until like January 14th. (I START JAPANESE NEXT SEMESTER!! I'M SO EFFING PSYCHED!!!!!). Here's an overview of what I need to do:

*Kittymoon00013 Her OC, Ame: Finish LineArt, Color.
*Hime-emiko Eiri Yuuki (Gravitation): LineArt, Color.
~Crisis-Dai His OC, Angel Star: LineArt, Color.
*Kurumi-Lover CUTIE HONEY!: LineArt, Color.

Pretty much I gotta LineArt/Color everything, which is really hard to do since I'm at school/work most of the time and I don't carry my PC (with SAI) around with me. I'll get to them. I haven't forgotten. I PROMISE!! D:

I'm going to intersperse requests with CeleneLulu sketches probably (because that's my fav pairing right now ). I have a few ideas, mainly inspired by the music I'm listening too right now. lol.

OTHER

Code Geass FanFic: Still writing on it. Haven't had time. Finals. Yeah, see first bullet. Almost finshed with chapter four (Raid), and I'm going to start chapter five soon (title TBA).
GUYS: are stupid. Enough said. lol
I applied for a second job...because I'm poor. D:
I want some Starbucks. ._. And yes, everyone here wanted to know that.

RANDOM QUOTE THINGY OF THE DAY:
"How about we go get some mints and SHOVE 'EM IN YOUR EYES!!!" -- Dane Cook, Harmful If Swallowed.
"....but how would that help your breath?" -- Me; In The Midst Of A Blonde Moment
Off to do....stuff. Sleep probably.

THANKSGIVING
Thanksgiving was good. Ate some delicious turkey, green beans, rolls, and creamy corn at my Granny's house. I was surround by screaming munchkins fighting over the TV, couch, and whatever else (aka my cousins), but it was still good. Helped mom and Granny rearrange her kitchen on Saturday. It was fun. I had some pretty good laughs. Didn't have to worry about seeing that jack ass (and I'm sure most of you know who I'm talking about), so that made my holiday even better. ^^

Wrote some on my Code Geass Fic, which I'll talk about more....now!

CODE GEASS FAN FIC
FINALLY started it. It's titled Code Geass: Celene Joins the Rebellion. I've been emailing the chapters to ~Ayuna-Darkness, and she loves it. Had been demanding more. I'll get to that. XD I have four chapters thus far. They are:

Chapter One: Celene
Chapter Two: Chess
Chapter Three: Allies
Chapter Four: Raid

I've been contemplating putting the fic up on dA, but I didn't get much response for the five chapters of IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING that I put up here, so I don't know if I want to go to all of the trouble of uploading them and then not getting any feed back. So...yeah.

OTHER SHIZZ

REQUESTS: BE PATIENT! I WILL GET THEM DONE!! Thanks you to those who have been understanding. You just have to let me work at my own pace. Requests don't just magically fall out of my ass. They take A LOT of time. *twitches at how long it took to do Ayuna's request*

KITTY: officially suffers from separation anxiety. Millie's been insane since we got home. I have five new scratches where she's tried to climb my legs. And this is also the second time I'm typing this because she jumped on my computer and hit backspace. x.x

I'm hungry.


Because everyone in the world wanted to know that. XD

Off to eat, shower, read, and then hopefully, maybe study for bio.

Ugh. Finals are coming up real fast. I have my first one (Chemistry Lab) on the Thursday right after Thanksgiving. I'm sure it'll be easy. What I'm really worried about is biology. I really hope the lab doesn't count that much because my lab professor SUCKS ASS EPIC FAIL!!! Ugh...I mean like suck-ass-epic-fail, as in name-20-different-kinds-of-algae-their-kingdom-and-phylum-without-an-effing-word-bank. It sucked!!! Pretty sure everyone failed, and he's so nit-picky about everything. Ok....

PIGMENT = COLOR.

They are synonymous, you moron. And he completely counted off on my exam, where others he only took off half. Is he like freaking racist against blondes or something?!?!?! (Still had my blonde hair then...contemplating going back....) Or maybe it's because I'm taller than him. IDK. I was just pissed.

So I'm completely relying on my lecture and the last exam in my lab. I've been studying my ass off, and the only drawing I've done is my breaks between classes. Which brings me to my next point:

REQUESTS

I'll get to them. I promise. They are all sketched, I just need to find the time when my stress level isn't off the charts and I'm not trying to absorb my biology lab manual through osmosis while I sleep. I promise you, though, I will get to them. It may not be until I'm on break, but, I'm sorry. You're just going to have to deal for now. Thank you to those (Kurumi and Kittymoon) who have been extremely understanding.

I've also been wanting to enter the Dreams Contest on here, and another contest for one of my clubs, . Hopefully I can get them done, but I'm not making any promises. x.x


KIRIBAN

Don't forget. 5,555 page views. Send me a screenshot in a note. The first one will get a lineart request of my choice (I'll browse your gallery and pick out what I like). If you don't have any deviations, let me know of anyone you would like. Ref pics would be nice.

MORE RANTING.

Okay...my biology rant is out of the way. Time for more stuff:
1. Chemistry. My lab partner hasn't been to the past three labs. Now I may be nice, but I'm not going to turn over my notes to him. He left me hanging in there, and I had to search for a new partner. No notes for him. End of story.
2. Psychology. Kicks ass. Enough said.
3. Effing guys. After what happened with me and that one guy (the one who thought he could have his cake and eat it too), I am not looking for a boyfriend. Yes, I do want one, but I'm not looking right now. I was hurt badly, and I'm really not ready to turn my heart over to someone else to stomp all over. There's a guy...who likes me (I'm not completely oblivious), and just because I'm not returning his affections, he's effing ranting about it on Facebook. Come on. How immature can you be? So I don't like you like that. Get the fuck over it.
4. Work. I work for two doctors, and I deal with patient records. Well, yesterday, I pretty much got blamed for the fact that the scanner/computer deleted a page or whatever of some test. What the fuck. It's not my fault the IT guy fucked up the entire system. We've been having problems for months, and he's not doing anything to effing help. Like my computer will not let me print to anything other than the dinky HP printer. And I'm getting 50 paged things here!! I have to constantly feed paper into the damn thing. Anyways, my mom was pissed (she's kinda my boss). It's not my fault the computer spazzed and deleted some shit.
5. Drawing. I am in a slump it seems. Sorta. I have so many great ideas, but I'm so stressed that I can barely concentrate on them. When I attempt to draw my ideas, they turn out looking like crap. I can only manage chibis, mostly. There are my few recent pics, but trust me....I drew like five in between them that turned out to be failures.
6. I had something I was going to put here, but now I can't for the life of me remember what it was. **UPDATE** MONEY! That's what I was going to put here! Summary: I'm poor. I have a phone bill to pay, but I also have books that I want that I would prefer not to add to my already long Christmas List. I need money!!! D: And since work sucks right now, that really doesn't motivate me to try and work more than I have to....but I'm going to have to... D:


Hope everyone else has a better day/week/month than what I've had.
Chemistry in about 45 mins.

BAI BAI